Actually had a lovely day with a friend round and then a different friend came for tea so should be happy. But dizzyness and vision problems started about 4. Struggling to write this as having my eyes open and looking is hurting. I also need my appetite back. Sick of not eating now.

Was really looking forward to the syndicate last night but no way I could stay awake.

The dizzyness is all consuming. I can’t take my mind off it with Internet, reading, tv etc. All I can do is listen to tv with my eyes shut and be miserable. Really looking forward to seeing the bodyguard musical tomorrow but what if I can’t see?? Urgh am fed up and writing this is hurting 😦 so I will shut up.