Eek I am baldĀ 

So after weeks of being really fed up with clumps of hair coming out every time I touched it I did this….

Can’t actually believe I am showing everyone this. I shared it on some support groups on Facebook and was overwhelmed with support from other psa people with and without hair. 

Other than losing my hair things are good. I am spending a ridiculous amount of time on degree work. It is way harder than I suspected it would be. I guess because it’s through open uni we don’t get the lectures or anything you get at conventional uni so it’s a lot of reading and online lectures. But I do love it. Especially now the kids are both at school. I would be so bored without it. And now my hair is gone I can start swimming again. I couldn’t go as last time it was coming out in the pool and a swimming cap just ripped it out.

Just changed my pain relief today and it’s so much better. The pain has been really getting me down so really appreciate my doctors changing them as it’s now morphine and a lot of doctors don’t like giving it. I am starting with yet another case of tonsillitis again. 

Desperately trying to get back on my diet. Since it was confirmed I am getting the gastric bypass I have really struggled. I know I won’t be able to eat for much longer ha. So need to get motivated. My new work uniform has helped to motivate me.

And am loving working again. It’s the perfect hours for me. Although have agreed to do a week of full days next month to cover the day time receptionist. Already planned to spend the money on a new bed for me and Rob, ooh the excitement.

Finley is plodding along as usual and being his usual funny self.  He never fails to make me laugh.

We are having some problems with jess who is struggling really badly with anxiety attacks. But between us, her teachers and pastoral care at school she is improving and getting back to her normal self a bit.

And that’s about it. A cheerful positive blog for once ha.